Very, very fatigued and sleepy.
This seemingly invalid mental stress that I'm putting on myself is taking a toll on my health, both mentally and physically. Broke down at least twice at work today, dark circles around the eyes more obvious than usual. Not mentioning all the on-the-job sleeping.
Lately, there seem to be a lot going on in my life. Little heartaches, but big enough to jolt me awake from several layers of imaginations and what-ifs. Rejections from various sources, be it justifiable or not, are leaving hurtful but proud scar-like markings in my almost-immaculate scroll of life as I learn to rightly deal with each one of them.
There's still plenty from where all those came from. Am anticipating more, from new sources even, and I know I can handle all of them provided I don't compromise my sleeping hours anymore as it compromises my mental alertness. And sanity.
A good night's sleep is very, very important.